don't know

I won’t let you know
I won’t let you go
I won’t let you be
a memory!
like the calm water
is just a mirror for,
your smiling eyes
are just a metaphor
for the mirror of your soul
that shatters the world in two
beneath the edge of your own flow
where you try to find you.
and if you want to save others
you better save yourself then
because the answers lie
wherever you burry them.
neither quests or hopes can prevail
unless you throw yourself first
in the journey of a life
- trying not to recess -
without a black tie
or a white dress.
so just be yourself
no matter who comes
to throw you iron or rocks.
first, what shocks,
is not what they throw at you,
but what you hadn’t done,
and, the second of two,
what’s done, is not undone