... now we’re not

I wish I didn't want to try so hard
I wish the days just go, as they come,
I wish time just passed me by
as I look to shadows of dust.

I'm living in a dream world
where all dreams seem nightmares
I feel like I'm lost without a word
in this place where no one dares

the shape of the time that goes,
coming again, and then going,
souring the bitterness that flows
out into the sweet eyes that mourn

once I was there, now I'm not.
I take a look at my life
I realize then that I forgot
the moments by the bay side
where you and I sat together
dreaming we would stay forever...
and ever, and ever, and ever...