anymore

I'm taking my last breath
preparing to jump and fall down
from the edge of the depth
just failing to sink and drown.
if the sun shines at my windows
my soul rests like a restless widow
always trying to focus on a sleep
that the mind just doesn't allow to keep.
take me as I am
take me to the foreign lands
take me to the place where souls flow
and bodies just lie hand-by-hand.
take me to nowhere
take me where I seam to bear
the pain that bends the mind to brake
because my body just can't take
any more